Mother and Mom

Though I admit the title of this essay is a bit generic and you have the right to assume oh the author must be a amazes boy or another essay for the fools day propaganda. In this good example my reminisce of my mother in the actual body of the text is not filled with only stingy sentimentality or a message that we should completely love our mothers, it is based on two convictions that are based off of thousands of years of painful human evolution.My first conviction is that the discovery of new knowledge corporation only come from the re-discovery of pre-existing knowledge- thus anything that you knew or already knew about the importance of our mothers that happens to be in the text bequeath become new to you. My second conviction is that we take for granted what helps us, hurts us, and originates us. And since I brought up the word sentimentality I will bring my third convictionWe cant unendingly look at life from a purely philosophical origination, though the philosophi cal basis is important for thinking, we must not forget those precious moments and experiences we share with our mothers when we were kids (that is if you had a loving mother- which unfortunately my mother didnt). Thinking too much in a purely rigid philosophical-scientific basis causes us to be antisocial. From my experiences thinking too much in a purely sentimental way only makes us miss the past and scorn the future. Where on earth is that which makes me credible to state these convictions?Where can these convictions, be thus far discovered? They originate from most privileged peoples domain, only made possible by mans discovery of fire- it is a place that comes alive when used and to the living acts as a double polarizable monism, its shape being a spiral- the kitchen. Every morning I would wake up exclusively focused and hell-bent on my tasks. I would ravage my somewhat wash but slightly disorganised room for clothes to wear. I would in haste make my simple but sometimes sketchy breakfast as I think of G-d, home do deadlines, and delude myself with my dreams and aspirations.As I am eating on the squeaky abstemious glass kitchen table, sitting on a chair covered in plastic, in the periphery of my eye I would see my mom or I would hear the sound of her flippers clear pattering on the granite tile in the kitchen. Sometimes I am quite nervous when I am around her, especially if I forget to scavenge some forgettable part of the kitchen. When the kitchen is dirty, or a section of the kitchen is dirty, in the morning, she can be either calm about it and tell us to scant(p) what we missed, but sometimes she can explode on me and my younger sister.She would yell at us as if we have done some sort of criminal act. By habit my younger sister and I would make sure that the kitchen is clean before we go to bed to pr even upt our mom from being uncivilised at us. But when my mom comes in the kitchen- as I feel the anticipation of her approval of the kitchen- and she accepts our work in the kitchen- the exact opposite of her authoritarian spirit comes out and it can be the most good-looking thing I can ever experience.This is how I live every day in my home- canvas and cleaning the kitchen. The moment after I finish this essay. in effect(p) guess it- I will be cleaning the kitchen. If I clean the kitchen every day how is it that I can forget to clean some forgettable part of the kitchen a rank more than occasionally? Is this the nature of man? He forgets and gets punished by Mother Nature herself. I forget to clean some part of the kitchen and I get punished by my mother.To be yelled at by my mother is humbling- it arrests my large as life ego, and renders my philosophy and view of life as meaningless. No philosophy can save me, all it does is make me live in my own world- not to the tasks and betterment of other people. This is the law of the re-education of cleaning the kitchen. Just as religious people re-educate themselves of the laws of the bible every Saturday or Sunday- the law of the re-education of cleaning the kitchen holds true- but sooner of once a week it is every day.As Mother Nature has been punishing to mankind (if you read the intelligence information you know what I mean) it has been equally loving and forgiving, to enable us to experience life and allow us to even violate its laws- intentionally or not- only to realize what we have done, and to come digest tearfully to our true pure selves. subsequently being rattled by my mom, yelling at me to clean the kitchen, it is hard to remember that she had a loving side to her- if she had a loving side at all. After cleaning that pesky, forgettable part of thekitchen- forgiveness, love, and kindness came.Thus is the love that encounters and embraces everything. My mommy can give the kindest, most real, greet I have ever known. Even though she gives us kind greetings and positivistic connotations almost regularly it still has a powerful impact on my spirit every time she gives positive reinforcement. When I was a baby my mom would call me Love so she could cope with not getting aggravated with me as a baby and toddler- even as a teenager she still gives me the nicknameLove. I was the only child she had that screamed at sonically high frequencies, regressed back to potty training when my younger sister was born, wanted to be tended to every waking minute, and escaped the house via garage(when I was three years old) to be plunge in a construction site with a red hat on top of my head. As a result my mom lost her health along with her temper, but she always made it her legation to be as kind to me, my older and younger sister, and allow us to pursue any channel we want to take in life without interceding.I would compare my moms pattern of communication and exploit to a spiral. I can tell that my mom tries to give us as much positive feedback as possible and to reduce or eliminate all negative feedback. She would theatr ically lecture us on the use of positive feedback. As a pattern in the morning or as she is taking me to school she would be extremely kind by calling me by my nickname and presentment me how happy she is to see me in college- in return I would tell her how happy I am to be in college and other endless miscellaneous subject matter that I cant remember well enough to put on paper.Then when evening approaches some anxiety trickles in uniform a leaky faucet. My mom, though not going Mrs. Commando on us, would remind us to make sure to clean the kitchen, but she would make sure we listen very well, when we are doing homework or trying to make ourselves busy (I learn that interruption terribly annoying). However, for my mom to tell us to clean the kitchen like a disciplinarian is absolutely necessary- because truthfully we wouldnt have done the task if she didnt remind us to do it- leading us back to the law of the re-education of cleaning the kitchen.I would even fall upon this patt ern when I communicate to my mom, dad, younger, and older sister. When I communicate to my dad for example I am very sociable with him. We would have a positive exchange by showing or talk of the town about our findings on music, movies, and other goofy things. But when I get busy with homework I have to tell him in haste, Sorry, I have to get to work. Only recently did I find out that my father felt it to be slightly negative and antisocial.This made me discover that we can only be slightly one way, or extremely different, turn into our opposite, and never find a true, absolute, and perfect balance in communication and other things in life in general. This statement seems even more apparent when I am around my family members 24/7. Nobody is perfect. We see what is opposite to ourselves and what enables our institution all the time. Kids at a young age imitate their parents- we are all a carrefour of our environment. Then we look in the mirror to see what the environment has made out of us- beautiful, different, and unique individuals.To find the perfect balance is to erase ourselves from existence- we would not be seen in the mirror- only the background environment. I always thought the struggle was to become permanently perfect forever- make your plan and you will achieve your goals. It is really to constantly rebuild yourself after failure throughout life- this is what my mom showed me-like a spiral. This helped me find internal peace. wherefore cant the kitchen stay clean? We use kitchen. Kitchen gets dirty. We clean kitchen again. We use kitchen. Kitchen gets dirty. We clean kitchen again